Now My Dawn Arrives

I knew it would take time to heal.

I knew it would take time for that change.

I knew I would wait longer than I expected.

I knew it would feel weirder than I thought.

But still...

I can feel it's here.
And then there are still some gaps through the day. They make me stumble but the gaps are more little than I thought. Most of all, it was all about deeper thoughts till now. Now it's in the air. I can breathe it. They seize my day.

Hopefully, here is the dawn of my spring. So I'm just in the middle of a big pause... to begin.